just say fuck you and smile

 What if she can change? and what if this is what she needed to make that change. What if I lose the boy I wanted to spend the rest of my life with and I didn’t have too? What if she really did need to clear her head. What if it took an ugly situation full of lies and deceit to see the best in what she had… Not everyone is perfect. We all make mistakes. Right? I mean right? My heart is too big. I’m fucked. I’m fucked. I’m fucked. someone HELP me. I just don’t want to feel this pain anymore. :/